long time no see.

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And suddenly, it’s gone. I never saw it coming. Or rather, going.
Where am I? How did I get here? Why the hell am I doing this?

Did I put all my energy in getting a job I do not really care for? Didn’t I have a plan to get further? Towards a greater goal? A greater good?

Where did the passion go, where did the purpose go? What did I aim for? What made me go down this road?

Stuck. Legs waking. Brain stopped.

I had such a clear vision. I still see something, but it’s blurry and the road am walking seem to be going in a different direction. Did I take a wrong turn? Did I forget the awareness, intense passion and the craving feeling of wanting to change the world? Inspire and impact? Make it a better place? This world of ours.

WhenWhereHowWhyWhatWho, am I?

Do I still reflect? Does the world still intrigue me?

I was lost. I am still not found. But I am exploring, and I am getting there. I can feel it. I don’t know if it starts in my brain or my heart, but it’s there. The fire. The passion. The want and will.

The world intrigues me. I do reflect.
The goal seems clearer. More and more every day.

I am starting to trust my own judgment again.

I do not only get upset, I act.